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Sabía qué significaba el título de esta canción, pero nunca me había dado el tiempo de fijarme en qué decía toda la letra. Muy emotivo el mensaje, pero supongo que 'she' debió haber tenido sus motivos. En todo caso creo que el tema de la canción puede interpretarse de dos maneras, y según la segunda interpretación que yo le doy, no es algo malo que la niña del video se haya ido, es decir, son cosas de la vida ... Según wiki es esto:  

"«She's Leaving Home», una pieza musical con presencia de instrumentos de cuerdas y arpa, cuya inspiración, según McCartney y Lennon, surgió de una noticia que contaba la historia de una muchacha que se fugó de su hogar para poder vivir con su novio, pero la verdadera historia no duró mucho tiempo ya que la joven volvió a su hogar a la semana siguiente." 

...pero para mi es más!

Bueno, ustedes comprenderán que de las miles de canciones que me bajé de los Beatles, mas de alguna tenía que ser destacada. Y hoy fue esta, la cual además proviene del álbum Sgt Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band, el cual fue el resurgimiento de los Beatles, luego de su momento más 'pop', del cual se encontraban  aburridos. Ya saben, demasiada fama.... agota ... una que sabe, suuuuure xd ..En fin, el punto es que es un gran CD :D  (en todo caso, no es que les vaya a traer un tema de Los Beatles cada día, pero hoy sentí que quería compartir éste c:)

She's leaving home, bye bye,Pau

recalling the old days

So another day has passed and gone.

And it was a beautiful day :D! I had a nice dinner with my family (my mother and her bf's family, and also my brother and sister :P) at some very chic restaurant we went somewhere here in the city xD (cant recall the name of the restaurant D:) But it was very nice and it had very good food :P... no, really, the meat there was... mmm super yummy! hahah and the desserts also. But specialy, my delicious custard apple juice :D I love it

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But apart from all that, it was very interesting and nice (again xD.. I use a lot that word :s) to get to know the family of my mother's bf. They were his two daughters, plus one of her daughter's bf. Yeah, full of bf :o .. we had a pleasant conversation, laughed, talked sometimes about some nonsenses, and also about Univerisites and all that jazz D: ...EW. I mean, this is a subject that is going to sound a lot for me (and all my generation) this year, but anyway, I dont wanna hear it that much for this following month and a half (:.. its holidayss, for god sake, haha.

Well, I came here to bring you a lil' vid that is making me crazy these days :P With the song that is also making me crazy too :O (ok, that was a bit redundant xd).. its a lil recall from the past, when I was younger, a little INNOCENT girl... my god, those days... were beautiful indeed (: But I also like my adolescence. Each stage has its magic.

Anyway, I think you may know the song, as it is.. an oldie, I think?? and you may have heard it a hundred of times before, but here it is again!!! As Im lovin it again :P ..enjoy !

loves to you (:

Pau

life's a rollercoaster

Up and down. All the time we are going up and down. But sometimes Id like to go very up and get so high; reach everything that has been impossible for me to reach yet, and that it kills me because I need it. This rollercoaster should be more fair, and just throw me through the air.

Holidays are here guys!!!!!!!!! Finally. Sorry for not having written these days on the blog. It has been just a rollercoaster, like I said before, and I havent got the instance to do so. But writing again feels so right.

Despite the holidays, there are still some exams I (and all the other lazy asses and unlucky guys like me) have to do for my school. And then we are done. Then its REAL HOLIDAYS :) (but I wanted to go out tonightttt!! so baaad :B). Well, I have to study, of course. I dont know, maybe a lot, or just a little, depends on me. I mean, Im going to try, but I dont think that hard. Im not feeling like trying hard for things today hahaha. Just feeling a bit hopeless about everything, or maybe its just that Im feeling kind of relaxed, dk. Its a very lazy day, you know.

OK, the awfulness of life has attacked me xD. But thanks for reading :* .. much appreciated!

And so you dont feel like reading this post was a waste of time, here I leave you with a vid of my friends and I covering 'Say it again' ... guess what? .. AGAIN! :p. But this one has a far better sound than the other one like a 'show' I put here before. Hope you enjoy it and like our voices, and the guitar playing :3

this is a bit self-referent, but whateva (:

lovesss to all ♥

Pau.

when things go wrong, and it's not your fault.

It wasn't a bad day actually. But it could have been better. (XDD , internal joke :D). Many things happened that went wrong, and should have not. And some other things, maybe it was better that they went wrong, and Im happy it's almost everything fine again about those 'things' now. (I'm won't give many details about it, as it is an issue that doesn't need to be mulled over anymore :)) .

Anyway, dont you hate it when things go wrong and its not your fault? For example, today, 2 friends and I (Sofi and Valde) had to play 2 songs, in front of an audience in our school, for a Mathematics Awards Ceremony that was taking place there. We were there as a plus, just doing a favour for our professor (and we also gained something in return for it :P). The point is that when we were singing, at first, we were completely fine. Sofi and I thought that everything was going perfectly. I mean, I felt relaxed, Sofi was alright, Valde played excellent the guitar and so. After we finished doing this little 'show' of 2 songs, we came down of the sort of stage in the auditorium, and we were actually very happy, as we thought it had been a nice show. But no. All our friends told us that the microphones had been off during all our presentation, and that they weren't able to hear our voices when singin. In that moment I felt like shit.. I mean not like full depression, but it was disappointing. Coz I really thought we had done it well :( ..

The only thing Im looking for now its that, at the farewell lunch of the 4tos medios, it doesn't happen the same. Anyway, I dont think it will, but, you never know... Im still traumatized because of the past events! ..XDD ..ok, Im recovering from it (now it's just some funny shit I'll remember) and I've got to stop swearing :x . Today I sweared like never, in a lot of time :$ (it feels great, but it's not a very nice habit) haha.

Oh, well...

School is almost over!!! Im gonna cry, you know :,( .. HAHA. The only thing I will miss A LOT is seeing my friends everyday, coz I love them, I really do. But, all the classes, and assignments, and works, and tests and AAAAAAAAAAAAH!!... all that, is going to be forgotten the minute the last bell rings for the holidays :)

I'm sleepy! Guys, it has been a pleasure to share what Im feeling today, and the things that are happening in my life, but now I gotta go coz Im feeling terribly tired.. love to yousss!!!

pd. Heeey, I have just remembered that today it is Friday the 13th. Is there, any kind of influence this date could have had on the things that happened today :o? .. naaa haha.

♪ I've got the world on a string
I'm sitting on a rainbow
Got that string around my finger
What a world, what a life - I'm in love ♥ ♪
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

kisses,

the monkey woman.

my head is about to explode.

Im so desmotivated right now. It's like, any little effort I make to get good marks or be good at school it's just not enough .. (I have like, at least aprox. one 4 mark at every subject, and the best mark is 7 here :s, so 4 is like, you are almost failing, "we could say you are almost a failure :D!"... ¬¬). It depresses me and I feel so low, BUT, though many people wouldn't believe it, I'm kind of a positive person, so I can't be sad all the time because of things like this :/ ...and that annoys me >.<, but at the same time I think it's good (o_o) . But it annoys me coz sometimes I feel I don't take things seriously, and Im at that point of my life where I have to start taking things that way, and see the world with "more responsibility". Fuck... how moron I can be. But it's still true.

Guyss!!!, I need holidays, and I need good marks so Ill try to do my best with the last stuff for school, altough I still feel a bit hopeless about it :c . And also practice a lot with my "band" (Sofi, Valde) for our presentation for the 4th medios :) .. Which I think it's going to be very well :D .. at least something that comes out well ¬¬ ..hahah that was just me being me, a bit ironic or whateva :P. Ah! right, I think I didn't told you what song we were gonna play. All my school (or at least some of it) already knows xD.. coz we play it a lot, but those of you who still doesn't know, the song it's 'Say It Again' from Marie Digby (which you can hear at the ipod nano on this page). It's a lovely song indeed

And well, the other day, or the day before yesterday, I uploaded some videos to my youtube account, to have some of my stuff there, coz, I just had favorites videos :) . They are of a concert I went to, last year, of Queen & Paul Rodgers, here at Stgo. Around this same dates, November the 20 and something, if Im not wrong :B .. It was a good concert, though all the old people who went (50 and over) were so dull. Really, they seemed like they were obliged to go, and were just standing there still, not even singing they songs. And if they dare to sing just one of them, it was with no emotion at all. I mean, if you are going to a concert... PLEASE, at least get excited for 5 MINUTES and MAKE SOME FUCKIN NOISE. Then you can say you enjoyed it, and that you actually went to the concert. Not before.

Ok guys, I leave you here one of the craziest videos I uploaded xD. Well, it's not actually that crazy (coz I recorded it like shit. Blame the excitement), but it's funny cause we were singing like drunks. And we were sober, VERY SOBER, I swear. (really, I didn't knew what was alcohol that time.. :B)... enjoy! and I'm going coz I have to take care of my sore ear, sleep, study, work, write and asdf.

♥ love to yous,

Pau.

I disgust me.

hahah... no, it's nothing serious. It's just that, sometimes I can't stop listening to so many pop songs that it disgusts me! XD .. you know, Taylor Swift and those kind of artists. It's not bad, but is so POP ! and then I feel so pop myself :,( .. yeah, it's stupid what I'm saying, and to feel that way, but telling you makes me laugh :) .There's nothing wrong about diversity in music, in fact, everything is right when it comes to it, at least for me. Diversity it's what makes our world go round :D! ...and love, of course ;)

Well, enough of that. About the "presentation" my friends and I had to make, it came out perfectly right, even me being nasal (... god) and the lack of practice we had. In fact, I arrived school, and after a maths test we did, Sofía (my singer friend) said to me like: "You have to sing this, the other thing is my part, and then we sing it together, got it?", and everything went so quickly, suddenly we were playing the songs, we had allegedly prepared as an option for that event of 4th medios, in the front of the class. And it turned out just so right! Or at least I felt it that way, and our friends told us the same. Hope they weren't lying haha, nah, I don't think so :P

And I'm getting better from my cold! Well, at least I feel better. I think I have less snot than yesteryday (eeeeww). You, definately, didn't want to know that xD. Strangely it seems that the cold affected my hearing. It blocked my ears because I'm hearing everything so low, and people hates me because I put the volume of everything too loud :B... bear with me!

I love this movie <3>

♥ love,

Pau

fuck it!

And my eyes are still crying. Yes, my eyes, not me. I dont know how but I got a cold and I'm feeling dizzy most of the time. It's both, kinda funny and annoying, but really annoying when I'm about to sneeze, and it doesnt come out ¬¬ (and I almost can see the funny face I must be doing when that happens)
So as you can see I'm ill, and I missed school yesterday for that reason :D . I won't lie, I love missing school once in a while. I have time to relax and sleep a bit more... who wouldnt be happy with that? haha

Now I'm a little (just a little) bit worried about the song we are going to play, for an event my head teacher asked some friends and me to do. We were supossed to have the song prepared (that means well-practiced and decent for a presentation) for Thursday (technically today), but we didn't practice very much. You know, lack of time and that. And we have the same sound we have had all this time, which may be not good. So, hopefully it will not be a failure and our head teacher tell us that it will work anyway. Which is a very probable option.

Well, it's late and I just wanted to make the first entry for this, my new blog :) .I'm very happy about it, becuase finally, I finished doing it and I'm actually using it! haha, really, you dont know (or perhaps, strangely, you do) hoy many times I've had the intention of making a blog and never finished it ._. .My actual mission is, now that I have it, use it for a while, because I really like it :D .

As I was saying, it's VERY late and I have to go to sleep (got to modify my sleeping habits, aff) ... so, see you guys! , and thanks for reading.

♥ love ,
Pau.