yesterday it was like 'no', today im thinkin bout 'yes'

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So, yes. I havent wrote like in years... maybe a month, idk really. But it wasnt because I didnt want to, just lack of time, and so. And also coz for my next post I wanted to change the whole lay of this thing, as you can see right now :D ..its different!!!! sth cute, and colorfoul... and, well, I hope you like it :P It didnt took me very long to do it as I used resources from other people (pages, which Im creditin in my new section 'credit card' :o) but it took me a lil' bit of time deciding what to put. 'Doing it' was easy. But deciding what to put :S!!! I spent a lot of time deciding and devising different designs to get to this one. And its not perfect, but I really like it...

Anyway, enough of designin, lets go to... life.

Oh, what a complicated meanin for the word 'life'. It has been a lot as always. Most of it school. Yesterday was like the stressful day of my week. I had to study for a big Iris test, read 'Sostiene Pereira', and learn the vocabulary for it. Of course I couldnt memorize it all... not even finish the book :/, but well... also I had to prepare a presentation for english about the racism in America in the 1930's, and also I had to go to PREUU D:! ..I didnt explode or anything, but I noticed the lack of time I had, and started thinkin like 'this is just the beginning, start getting used to these kind of situations, they will be more and more frequently with time DDD:' .. but maybe with a lil' organisation of my time it wont happen :P

And I spent a great weekend with a friend of mine :3 Franxii! (: She invited me to Maitencillo and we went there for like 3 days, and it was fun. Very funnneey hahaha. We did lots of things.. walked her dog, Nala, on the beach. And we watched how her dog went and flirt with every possible dog on the beach!!! what a player she is :O! Agressive, but with atittude ;D ..also we pierced our noses!! hahaha. I wasnt very sure whether to do it or not, but there it was like... 'whateva, lets do it!' and so we did (: And one night, we stupidly and on purpose spent some time outside the hut (where we were staying) and freezed ourselves almost to death, ahhaha. It was REALLY cold, but we laughed a lot doing occasional stupidities with the pc, lolz. I really liked the trip, cause of many reasons, but mainly because I got to know my friend a lot more. I mean, I knew here before, but this trip showed me a lot more of what she is, and most important who SHE is. And made me like and love her more. yeah, as lesbian as it sounds hahaha.

well, guys im outta here, gotta do some school work and... have a shower maybe? =o

It was an orgasm to write for you again.

Before leavin, Ill put some pics I took at my trip to maintencillo before my camera broke :(! damn you Nala xddd ;)

haha. my face is like... 'yeah, whateva'

!!! I love this one.Franxi and her lil bro. And Nalaaa!! yay, franki is smilin ;)
Remember the dogs I told you Nala flirted with? :DD
haha my nose and its piercing. Dominated nala... >=O! she's so cutee

Franxi, Peter (franxi's bro), me (:

just franxi and me... 1313 XDD

in the kitchen!!! heplin with the dinner, of course. hoho

love to all,

Pau

when things go wrong, and it's not your fault.

It wasn't a bad day actually. But it could have been better. (XDD , internal joke :D). Many things happened that went wrong, and should have not. And some other things, maybe it was better that they went wrong, and Im happy it's almost everything fine again about those 'things' now. (I'm won't give many details about it, as it is an issue that doesn't need to be mulled over anymore :)) .

Anyway, dont you hate it when things go wrong and its not your fault? For example, today, 2 friends and I (Sofi and Valde) had to play 2 songs, in front of an audience in our school, for a Mathematics Awards Ceremony that was taking place there. We were there as a plus, just doing a favour for our professor (and we also gained something in return for it :P). The point is that when we were singing, at first, we were completely fine. Sofi and I thought that everything was going perfectly. I mean, I felt relaxed, Sofi was alright, Valde played excellent the guitar and so. After we finished doing this little 'show' of 2 songs, we came down of the sort of stage in the auditorium, and we were actually very happy, as we thought it had been a nice show. But no. All our friends told us that the microphones had been off during all our presentation, and that they weren't able to hear our voices when singin. In that moment I felt like shit.. I mean not like full depression, but it was disappointing. Coz I really thought we had done it well :( ..

The only thing Im looking for now its that, at the farewell lunch of the 4tos medios, it doesn't happen the same. Anyway, I dont think it will, but, you never know... Im still traumatized because of the past events! ..XDD ..ok, Im recovering from it (now it's just some funny shit I'll remember) and I've got to stop swearing :x . Today I sweared like never, in a lot of time :$ (it feels great, but it's not a very nice habit) haha.

Oh, well...

School is almost over!!! Im gonna cry, you know :,( .. HAHA. The only thing I will miss A LOT is seeing my friends everyday, coz I love them, I really do. But, all the classes, and assignments, and works, and tests and AAAAAAAAAAAAH!!... all that, is going to be forgotten the minute the last bell rings for the holidays :)

I'm sleepy! Guys, it has been a pleasure to share what Im feeling today, and the things that are happening in my life, but now I gotta go coz Im feeling terribly tired.. love to yousss!!!

pd. Heeey, I have just remembered that today it is Friday the 13th. Is there, any kind of influence this date could have had on the things that happened today :o? .. naaa haha.

♪ I've got the world on a string
I'm sitting on a rainbow
Got that string around my finger
What a world, what a life - I'm in love ♥ ♪
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

kisses,

the monkey woman.

everything's not lost.

So as many of you (maybe) have had read here, dear readers, I was feeling very low, cause of my bad grades on school lately. I've had many four grades in a lot of subjects, and everything felt like going down and becoming crap. I REPEAT, just in school (everything else is fine... or at least better XD). But today I realized, after receiving again the score of a test in History class (which was actually good now :D), that everything wasn't that lost. I mean, one or two days ago I really felt like I had fucked up everything this year (regarding to school stuff), specially this last 3rd term. And the only thing left I had to hope for was, that at least I had the min. final total average, that I needed to win a money prize, which I receive because of my 'good' grades in my dad's job (it's a kind of motivation, for the children of the employees in the bank where he works, to get good qualifications :D). And I have received this prize every year since it has existed. So I was really scared that I couldn't make it. And that it would be the first time I didn't won it. That would really make me feel I fell into deeeeeeeeeeeep shit. But now I see a glimmer of hope, since the day of today, when some events showed me I still had a chance. But I won't sing victory, as the battle hasnt been won yet ò-ó.

That would be with my school life for today... coz I have something more interesting to tell you now... !!!

You know, on Saturday, I went to a bachelorette party !! hahahha... (a party for a woman who is going to get married, to which only his female friends (and family in this case) are invited.)
My mamma said at lunchtime that she was going out with my sister at night. And I was like: and where are you going :o?, she said: to Maca's bachelorette party :) (a second-degree cousin, I think o.ô), me: can I go? :DDD ... mamma: I'll have to ask. And so I sneaked to the party and had a really good time. As the party was organized by the mother of the bride, there was also, her grandma, her aunt, the groom's mom (her sister and someone else I dont remember haha), my grandma (the vedetto danced with her and it was so fuckin funny xD), my mum, bride's friends and sisters and so... And, of course, at last but not least, the vedetto :B, who arrived later (don't think I drooled for him, I mean, the idea of the vedetto was interesting. And funny, waaay too funny XD.) And he made us the show of the Warrior. You know, you hire these guys with a theme for the 'show' they are going to make you. Just remembering it makes me laugh so much. More than feeling ashamed for having a guy like that dancing with you, in my case, I felt like laughing at it; at the situation. Because it was a joke indeed. A sexy joke, grr.

Well, one thing I learned from this kind of parties, with your family, and very grown up people, is that, you can get wild and free yourself at any point of your life; at any age. Don't really need to be young and fresh to do so, just need to have the energy and the will to do it. Then you'll have more fun than ever in your life. I met a few women there who where very fun and the clear image of what I said before. They felt free to do whatever they wanted, and it seemed to me so fine they felt that way :)

One funny thing is that, when I arrived to the department where the party was going to be; when I entered there, the room was full with plastic penises. ._. Yes, as you've read it, PLASTIC PENISES. To give an atmosphere to the situation HAHAHAHA.. (what the shit)... :P

I have a lot of videos and photos of the party, but I can't show all of them here, coz they may be offensive for some people, and also, because I have to keep the 'innocence' of the blog (and the integrity of those who appear in the photos :o .) It's not a pornographic blog, for god's sake!. haha. But I'll show you just some. The most 'decent' ones :D.

Enjoy ^^ ...

ATTENTION!!
The following content is for public 18+.
Go and watch it under your risk :)

Normality is still divisible...

this pic looks normal, but it was actually when the vedetto was about to make his show :B

find the sexual thingy here :)

the penis cake.

the table with food and interactive objects :D!! XD

Ok, it's late, I've to take a bath, and I'm feeling sleepy, so I'm going :D

love you guysss/readers :p

Pau.

my head is about to explode.

Im so desmotivated right now. It's like, any little effort I make to get good marks or be good at school it's just not enough .. (I have like, at least aprox. one 4 mark at every subject, and the best mark is 7 here :s, so 4 is like, you are almost failing, "we could say you are almost a failure :D!"... ¬¬). It depresses me and I feel so low, BUT, though many people wouldn't believe it, I'm kind of a positive person, so I can't be sad all the time because of things like this :/ ...and that annoys me >.<, but at the same time I think it's good (o_o) . But it annoys me coz sometimes I feel I don't take things seriously, and Im at that point of my life where I have to start taking things that way, and see the world with "more responsibility". Fuck... how moron I can be. But it's still true.

Guyss!!!, I need holidays, and I need good marks so Ill try to do my best with the last stuff for school, altough I still feel a bit hopeless about it :c . And also practice a lot with my "band" (Sofi, Valde) for our presentation for the 4th medios :) .. Which I think it's going to be very well :D .. at least something that comes out well ¬¬ ..hahah that was just me being me, a bit ironic or whateva :P. Ah! right, I think I didn't told you what song we were gonna play. All my school (or at least some of it) already knows xD.. coz we play it a lot, but those of you who still doesn't know, the song it's 'Say It Again' from Marie Digby (which you can hear at the ipod nano on this page). It's a lovely song indeed

And well, the other day, or the day before yesterday, I uploaded some videos to my youtube account, to have some of my stuff there, coz, I just had favorites videos :) . They are of a concert I went to, last year, of Queen & Paul Rodgers, here at Stgo. Around this same dates, November the 20 and something, if Im not wrong :B .. It was a good concert, though all the old people who went (50 and over) were so dull. Really, they seemed like they were obliged to go, and were just standing there still, not even singing they songs. And if they dare to sing just one of them, it was with no emotion at all. I mean, if you are going to a concert... PLEASE, at least get excited for 5 MINUTES and MAKE SOME FUCKIN NOISE. Then you can say you enjoyed it, and that you actually went to the concert. Not before.

Ok guys, I leave you here one of the craziest videos I uploaded xD. Well, it's not actually that crazy (coz I recorded it like shit. Blame the excitement), but it's funny cause we were singing like drunks. And we were sober, VERY SOBER, I swear. (really, I didn't knew what was alcohol that time.. :B)... enjoy! and I'm going coz I have to take care of my sore ear, sleep, study, work, write and asdf.

♥ love to yous,

Pau.

what a week!

AAAHH!! it has almost ended! But there's still one more chemistry test tomorrow (and sadly, the next week isn't much lighter either D:) ..really, just want to end it and start the next one (of course, I would prefer holidays to start, but that's too much to ask :p). Because, at least the next week is more about doing some works, writing essays, and no more studying and that kind of stress! ...AHH!! (again haha.. :p)

Ok, so... Halloween is almost here :B . I'm really excited cause my friends and I are going to go out (we are having a little party at some friend's) and have fun, eat, drink, and stuff. And get dressed!! haha, it's going to be so funny, cause each of my friends are going to get dressed according to a theme. For example I will be the cowgirl.. grr! ..yeah, they are going to be very sexy costumes haha. Just for fun. And we'll take photos, and do some halloween stuff and and and!... that.

Hope you readers, have something planned to do too. Because Halloween is to spend the time with some friends and have fun (the way you want it to :)
Yes!, for me it's a very special occasion :D ..and, in case you don't have anything to do, you can always rent an horror movie and have a nice time together with your friends, and eat junk food !

Well, I'm going now. I have to study and understand this chemistry stuff. The percentages of chemical equations and shit.

See yaaa and lots of love :*

Here, some pictures I took a while ago (on summer holidays) and I uploaded them today to my flickr .. take a look at them if you want :D

ponchooooooo

♥ love,

Pau

after all, still amazes me

Sometimes I think, how everything has changed since the day we were just kids. They way we used to live, the things we used to do, the things we used to believe in. And how, things we used to think were so different from the things we think now. Things we thought we would never do, that, just imagining us doing them, or the possibilty of someone else doing them, was completely out of the question. Now is questionable, and every day, I discover how nice, how cruel, how simple, and above all, how adaptable we can be. It's amazing. And one of the things I've learned on the road, is that, you can never be so sure about anything. Never say "I will never...", because, there's no such thing.

I've had such a good day yesterday (and part of this day too), you can't imagine how fuckin nice it was (and it will be even more difficult to do so as I'm won't give much details, sorry :B .) But you just need to know it was great. Let's say, I kind of broke the everyday routine, in a very special way, in that time between yesterday and today. I hope it does repeat ♥

Well, this week is going to be hard. We have tests every day (one test each day) and I think some other complicated and long homeworks too, so it's going to be stressful D: ..I'm looking forward just to end it, but in a good condition, trying to do my best.
Now I'm leaving so I can finish my study for tomorrow's test, and also read a bit of the book "El túnel", whose test is on Thursday, and surprisingly, the book is not that bad. In fact, I'm kind of liking it. The way the author makes the main character speaks, it's really captivating...

See ya guys :)

Everything is good
And green
Oh, I'm red again ♪

♥ love,
Pau