the day that was full of thrills

yeah, thrills everywhere. Fuck, I just came into the city and Ive had so many emotions in a day to fill like a whole week (maybe a month :P) with them o0. I like having emotions in my life, but today was an exhausting day D: Anyway, everything was worth it, though not everything turned out the best way, but whateva, like they say... if you play with fire you may get burnt, or sth like that xD.

So, as you all know (and if not its because you seriously dont inform yourself o0) an earthquake hit the earth of the land where I live, my dear Chile, and so left many of the places here in a state of disaster. People have died, many houses went down, lost people, hurt people, etc. And also the side effects of an earthquake, the magnificent tsunamis D: Which were one of the main causes of death after the earthquake. But the worst thing behind all this mess is the vandalism and the looting, people (not very considered people, of course) here have started doing. Getting advantage of the situation and stealing LCD's to 'feed their families' (: ..I mean, c'mon, you dont need to fuckin do that people. We all want things, and we all wish to have them, the best techonologic equipment and so, but its not the way to do it, either the moment, or either a possibility you may ever consider in your life o0. A little bit of decency and respect its all that is asked for this delicated moment :] Hope this people will get that soon.

Another important thing now is to try to help, even if it is a lil' help, cause in the end anything goes :) And the feeling of helping is so good, your sending sth called a piece of happiness to people and its doing good for them, so if you can, chilean and not chilean people, help. Its some kind of training to the soul :D (hahaha, no really, I didnt smoke anything, I swear xd)

bla, bla, bla.. and, what bout the holidays?? you may be wondering (maybe not, but its nice to think you do :D), 2 months and more away I just got to have sth to tell. But no (:

haha. Well, I had effin great vacations. I liked that I kind of made a tour in the country, cause it really helped me to feel a change of enviroment and to clear my mind. Also my mood changed a lot in general, for better :) I feel I kind of grew up in this holidays (more than physically, of course) and that I got a lot of time to think better bout many things. They really were relaxing days and they helped me a lot. I have many pics of them, specially from Pto. Varas which was, is, and will be (lols) a beautiful place forever :) . Most of them I have uploaded to my fb acc, so I guess Ill just put some in here, the ones I like most :D

at algarrobo, my lil bro :P

my cousin and my bro :D

Dichato ;,(

my dad, my sis at dichato :/

more dichatouuu!

up in the ferry who brought as to Chiloé and then took as back to Pto Montt :P ..and my bro and sis foolin around haha

roses! ..
i i i i know u like to think ur shit dont stank but lean a lil bit closer see the roses rlly smell like poo poo po po.. (:

**!!! I love this one cause we are all in it.
From left to right: bro (vicho), dad (waldo), me, sis (Cata) :D

hahaha everybody posing!

lil puppies.. they were lovely :P so I had to take them a pic.. but i dont want to know what is that brown strange thing on the grass xd

I like the face of my bro in this one. its, interesting hahaha

in the ferry!!

Pto Varas. A view to the lake and one of its whars (idk if thats the right way to call them, but anyway )

at Las Cruces!!! my bro and sis again foolin around, but this time at the pool which was greaaaat. hope the weather there would have been more hot :B but we enjoyed it anyway

sunsetttttt

haha.

eemm... okay xD

chan! taking a walk in the afternoon



and well, I could really post like 24732842 more pics, but its not really necessary.. and these are like the bests, I think. I only regret the fact that I didnt took more pics of Dichato, which broke down with the effin earthquake :/

well, hope you liked them and yeaah this is a come back to the blog!!! 2 months withouth posting, wow :o haha, and also soon, the come back to school (fuck). Actually, I want to go back, to see my friends, so its in that 'fuck!!' at all :D

thanks for reading guys and see you a next time, kisses :** hope ure all doing fine (:

pd: sorry for my sort of pokemon pic at the top of the entry xD, but I had to put it :D.. for my blue tongue there, yay!

love,

Pau.

my head is about to explode.

Im so desmotivated right now. It's like, any little effort I make to get good marks or be good at school it's just not enough .. (I have like, at least aprox. one 4 mark at every subject, and the best mark is 7 here :s, so 4 is like, you are almost failing, "we could say you are almost a failure :D!"... ¬¬). It depresses me and I feel so low, BUT, though many people wouldn't believe it, I'm kind of a positive person, so I can't be sad all the time because of things like this :/ ...and that annoys me >.<, but at the same time I think it's good (o_o) . But it annoys me coz sometimes I feel I don't take things seriously, and Im at that point of my life where I have to start taking things that way, and see the world with "more responsibility". Fuck... how moron I can be. But it's still true.

Guyss!!!, I need holidays, and I need good marks so Ill try to do my best with the last stuff for school, altough I still feel a bit hopeless about it :c . And also practice a lot with my "band" (Sofi, Valde) for our presentation for the 4th medios :) .. Which I think it's going to be very well :D .. at least something that comes out well ¬¬ ..hahah that was just me being me, a bit ironic or whateva :P. Ah! right, I think I didn't told you what song we were gonna play. All my school (or at least some of it) already knows xD.. coz we play it a lot, but those of you who still doesn't know, the song it's 'Say It Again' from Marie Digby (which you can hear at the ipod nano on this page). It's a lovely song indeed

And well, the other day, or the day before yesterday, I uploaded some videos to my youtube account, to have some of my stuff there, coz, I just had favorites videos :) . They are of a concert I went to, last year, of Queen & Paul Rodgers, here at Stgo. Around this same dates, November the 20 and something, if Im not wrong :B .. It was a good concert, though all the old people who went (50 and over) were so dull. Really, they seemed like they were obliged to go, and were just standing there still, not even singing they songs. And if they dare to sing just one of them, it was with no emotion at all. I mean, if you are going to a concert... PLEASE, at least get excited for 5 MINUTES and MAKE SOME FUCKIN NOISE. Then you can say you enjoyed it, and that you actually went to the concert. Not before.

Ok guys, I leave you here one of the craziest videos I uploaded xD. Well, it's not actually that crazy (coz I recorded it like shit. Blame the excitement), but it's funny cause we were singing like drunks. And we were sober, VERY SOBER, I swear. (really, I didn't knew what was alcohol that time.. :B)... enjoy! and I'm going coz I have to take care of my sore ear, sleep, study, work, write and asdf.

♥ love to yous,

Pau.