yesterday it was like 'no', today im thinkin bout 'yes'

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So, yes. I havent wrote like in years... maybe a month, idk really. But it wasnt because I didnt want to, just lack of time, and so. And also coz for my next post I wanted to change the whole lay of this thing, as you can see right now :D ..its different!!!! sth cute, and colorfoul... and, well, I hope you like it :P It didnt took me very long to do it as I used resources from other people (pages, which Im creditin in my new section 'credit card' :o) but it took me a lil' bit of time deciding what to put. 'Doing it' was easy. But deciding what to put :S!!! I spent a lot of time deciding and devising different designs to get to this one. And its not perfect, but I really like it...

Anyway, enough of designin, lets go to... life.

Oh, what a complicated meanin for the word 'life'. It has been a lot as always. Most of it school. Yesterday was like the stressful day of my week. I had to study for a big Iris test, read 'Sostiene Pereira', and learn the vocabulary for it. Of course I couldnt memorize it all... not even finish the book :/, but well... also I had to prepare a presentation for english about the racism in America in the 1930's, and also I had to go to PREUU D:! ..I didnt explode or anything, but I noticed the lack of time I had, and started thinkin like 'this is just the beginning, start getting used to these kind of situations, they will be more and more frequently with time DDD:' .. but maybe with a lil' organisation of my time it wont happen :P

And I spent a great weekend with a friend of mine :3 Franxii! (: She invited me to Maitencillo and we went there for like 3 days, and it was fun. Very funnneey hahaha. We did lots of things.. walked her dog, Nala, on the beach. And we watched how her dog went and flirt with every possible dog on the beach!!! what a player she is :O! Agressive, but with atittude ;D ..also we pierced our noses!! hahaha. I wasnt very sure whether to do it or not, but there it was like... 'whateva, lets do it!' and so we did (: And one night, we stupidly and on purpose spent some time outside the hut (where we were staying) and freezed ourselves almost to death, ahhaha. It was REALLY cold, but we laughed a lot doing occasional stupidities with the pc, lolz. I really liked the trip, cause of many reasons, but mainly because I got to know my friend a lot more. I mean, I knew here before, but this trip showed me a lot more of what she is, and most important who SHE is. And made me like and love her more. yeah, as lesbian as it sounds hahaha.

well, guys im outta here, gotta do some school work and... have a shower maybe? =o

It was an orgasm to write for you again.

Before leavin, Ill put some pics I took at my trip to maintencillo before my camera broke :(! damn you Nala xddd ;)

haha. my face is like... 'yeah, whateva'

!!! I love this one.Franxi and her lil bro. And Nalaaa!! yay, franki is smilin ;)
Remember the dogs I told you Nala flirted with? :DD
haha my nose and its piercing. Dominated nala... >=O! she's so cutee

Franxi, Peter (franxi's bro), me (:

just franxi and me... 1313 XDD

in the kitchen!!! heplin with the dinner, of course. hoho

love to all,

Pau

like any day

well, maybe not exactly like ANY day, but it didnt felt exactly like... OMFGGG ITS OUR LAST FIRST DAY! .O. so.. yeah, like any day c:

Though seeing all my friends together again made me really happy (: I have good friends and I wouldnt trade them for like... anything. At least for now ;D ..hhaha. :P

So right now I just came to leave a completely non-sense and useless entry to tell you that..... AEROSMITH IS COMING TO CHILE!!! :OO and that I hope the tickets are not so expensive :D Id really love to go before Steven ends up killing himself (cause of too much drugs) or just dying because of old age. I know, it may sound tragic and a bit cold, but its true o0. I mean, I respect his music and everything he's done, but he just takes too much drugs. Well, maybe he's better now, but anyway... if they are coming (and I think now its the second time they ever come to Chile) and I can go, then.. why not?! And its the whole band, with the original members, or at least with whom the band is better known. So, in case you like them, you should consider the offer :D

Ill leave you with pink :P one of their bests videos in my humble opinion. and a very good song too, of course :D

well, ba baiss and love to all :P
Pau

bout to leave town :o

and start a new life somewhere else :OO!!!

naah, Im just leaving town for holidays :D With my dad, and then my mother (and my baggage its not ready yet D: ... but is about to be (: ) Im leaving like for a month and half. Or at least for more than a month. And Ill spend my sister's and my b-day away, somewhere in the beach, having some special meal, to celebrate our birthdays... I know :B You may say like.. oww, and wouldnt you like to spend your birthday with your friends?? Well... yeah, and more now that Im turnin 18 this year.. but, I just cant, and well, Im used to spend my b-day (and my sister's) away :) Its some kind of tradition. And, anyway, I can always celebrate my birthday again then with my friends, of course :D

So, this is my last post before I leave and I wont be writing for a long time, as I wont have a pc or anything like that close to me :( .. but its ok, its holidays, we (or at least I xD) need to be disconnected for a while :P. Then Ill come back with some nice pics, an occasional story, or probably just nothing :D but, uhmm..well, that :)

What can I say about these last days here in THE town? I have bought lots of clothes. Well, maybe not LOTS, but many things. You know, birthday presents from my granparents and my mother ..who I love ♥ ..even when my mum takes too long when is looking clothes for her D: (its maddening .). And also having some crazy meetings with my friends (idk if its correct to say meetings, but whateva) to see them all before I leave for so much time. Maybe Im exaggerating, but no!! o-o, its a lot of time... cause then, when I come back from all these holidays and adventures and shit, it will be just a matter of days to have my last first day of school o_o! in 4th medio! it is a bit crazy :P

OK!!! Im fucking falling asleep..Im barely writing, so Ill just leave :D hoping you the best holidays of your life!!!! or at least, I wish that they will be good :P hehe.. just relax guys, there is no better way to have a good time.. and! always rememeber... the 6 in parentheses is a little devil!! (this is what happens when you hear your drunk neighbours talk... and then they are just gone)

and I leave you here a pic of my new 'pochitillas' :B .. better known as Converses hahah. I love them :3, they are really cute...

mwaha.. my sexy spot on my leg :B (naah haha)

well, that'd be all for a long time :,( ... Ill miss reading the nice comments you always leave and all that :P .. but, hey! this is just holidays.. when I come back it'll be as it has always been before I left haha. Of course. I just like to make a lil' bit of drama for fun :D

p.s.: yeah, I know my face in the pic above looks weird, but thats the idea :D

Bye guys!!! loves to youss :*

Pau

everything's not lost.

So as many of you (maybe) have had read here, dear readers, I was feeling very low, cause of my bad grades on school lately. I've had many four grades in a lot of subjects, and everything felt like going down and becoming crap. I REPEAT, just in school (everything else is fine... or at least better XD). But today I realized, after receiving again the score of a test in History class (which was actually good now :D), that everything wasn't that lost. I mean, one or two days ago I really felt like I had fucked up everything this year (regarding to school stuff), specially this last 3rd term. And the only thing left I had to hope for was, that at least I had the min. final total average, that I needed to win a money prize, which I receive because of my 'good' grades in my dad's job (it's a kind of motivation, for the children of the employees in the bank where he works, to get good qualifications :D). And I have received this prize every year since it has existed. So I was really scared that I couldn't make it. And that it would be the first time I didn't won it. That would really make me feel I fell into deeeeeeeeeeeep shit. But now I see a glimmer of hope, since the day of today, when some events showed me I still had a chance. But I won't sing victory, as the battle hasnt been won yet ò-ó.

That would be with my school life for today... coz I have something more interesting to tell you now... !!!

You know, on Saturday, I went to a bachelorette party !! hahahha... (a party for a woman who is going to get married, to which only his female friends (and family in this case) are invited.)
My mamma said at lunchtime that she was going out with my sister at night. And I was like: and where are you going :o?, she said: to Maca's bachelorette party :) (a second-degree cousin, I think o.ô), me: can I go? :DDD ... mamma: I'll have to ask. And so I sneaked to the party and had a really good time. As the party was organized by the mother of the bride, there was also, her grandma, her aunt, the groom's mom (her sister and someone else I dont remember haha), my grandma (the vedetto danced with her and it was so fuckin funny xD), my mum, bride's friends and sisters and so... And, of course, at last but not least, the vedetto :B, who arrived later (don't think I drooled for him, I mean, the idea of the vedetto was interesting. And funny, waaay too funny XD.) And he made us the show of the Warrior. You know, you hire these guys with a theme for the 'show' they are going to make you. Just remembering it makes me laugh so much. More than feeling ashamed for having a guy like that dancing with you, in my case, I felt like laughing at it; at the situation. Because it was a joke indeed. A sexy joke, grr.

Well, one thing I learned from this kind of parties, with your family, and very grown up people, is that, you can get wild and free yourself at any point of your life; at any age. Don't really need to be young and fresh to do so, just need to have the energy and the will to do it. Then you'll have more fun than ever in your life. I met a few women there who where very fun and the clear image of what I said before. They felt free to do whatever they wanted, and it seemed to me so fine they felt that way :)

One funny thing is that, when I arrived to the department where the party was going to be; when I entered there, the room was full with plastic penises. ._. Yes, as you've read it, PLASTIC PENISES. To give an atmosphere to the situation HAHAHAHA.. (what the shit)... :P

I have a lot of videos and photos of the party, but I can't show all of them here, coz they may be offensive for some people, and also, because I have to keep the 'innocence' of the blog (and the integrity of those who appear in the photos :o .) It's not a pornographic blog, for god's sake!. haha. But I'll show you just some. The most 'decent' ones :D.

Enjoy ^^ ...

ATTENTION!!
The following content is for public 18+.
Go and watch it under your risk :)

Normality is still divisible...

this pic looks normal, but it was actually when the vedetto was about to make his show :B

find the sexual thingy here :)

the penis cake.

the table with food and interactive objects :D!! XD

Ok, it's late, I've to take a bath, and I'm feeling sleepy, so I'm going :D

love you guysss/readers :p

Pau.

my head is about to explode.

Im so desmotivated right now. It's like, any little effort I make to get good marks or be good at school it's just not enough .. (I have like, at least aprox. one 4 mark at every subject, and the best mark is 7 here :s, so 4 is like, you are almost failing, "we could say you are almost a failure :D!"... ¬¬). It depresses me and I feel so low, BUT, though many people wouldn't believe it, I'm kind of a positive person, so I can't be sad all the time because of things like this :/ ...and that annoys me >.<, but at the same time I think it's good (o_o) . But it annoys me coz sometimes I feel I don't take things seriously, and Im at that point of my life where I have to start taking things that way, and see the world with "more responsibility". Fuck... how moron I can be. But it's still true.

Guyss!!!, I need holidays, and I need good marks so Ill try to do my best with the last stuff for school, altough I still feel a bit hopeless about it :c . And also practice a lot with my "band" (Sofi, Valde) for our presentation for the 4th medios :) .. Which I think it's going to be very well :D .. at least something that comes out well ¬¬ ..hahah that was just me being me, a bit ironic or whateva :P. Ah! right, I think I didn't told you what song we were gonna play. All my school (or at least some of it) already knows xD.. coz we play it a lot, but those of you who still doesn't know, the song it's 'Say It Again' from Marie Digby (which you can hear at the ipod nano on this page). It's a lovely song indeed

And well, the other day, or the day before yesterday, I uploaded some videos to my youtube account, to have some of my stuff there, coz, I just had favorites videos :) . They are of a concert I went to, last year, of Queen & Paul Rodgers, here at Stgo. Around this same dates, November the 20 and something, if Im not wrong :B .. It was a good concert, though all the old people who went (50 and over) were so dull. Really, they seemed like they were obliged to go, and were just standing there still, not even singing they songs. And if they dare to sing just one of them, it was with no emotion at all. I mean, if you are going to a concert... PLEASE, at least get excited for 5 MINUTES and MAKE SOME FUCKIN NOISE. Then you can say you enjoyed it, and that you actually went to the concert. Not before.

Ok guys, I leave you here one of the craziest videos I uploaded xD. Well, it's not actually that crazy (coz I recorded it like shit. Blame the excitement), but it's funny cause we were singing like drunks. And we were sober, VERY SOBER, I swear. (really, I didn't knew what was alcohol that time.. :B)... enjoy! and I'm going coz I have to take care of my sore ear, sleep, study, work, write and asdf.

♥ love to yous,

Pau.